FROM THE MOUNTAIN
A. S. Kline
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Contents
Mere.
Old Ballad.
Three Anonymous Motets.
From the Mountain.
Open.
Watch.
Never.
A wing, a flower.
Leavings.
Mind – Matter.
From the almond-tree.
A Little Course in Morality.
Getting Lost.
Heavens.
Watching the City.
Birch.
Remember.
Breathing the Void.
Reaching Down.
The Twenty-Eight Stations of the Heart
From the First
Gatha.
On the Island.
Astro-physics.
Somewhere.
Owls.
Recanati
Storm.
Index Of First Lines.
Silent air.
Clear light.
Dark earth.
Quiet water.
Where rowan
is reflected.
Dark air.
Quiet light.
Silent earth.
Clear water.
The green
promontory.
The ‘Sybil’s
Headland’
where the heart
is healed.
The ‘Lake of
Shadows’
where the mind
grows calm.
Over all the sky
the white clouds
moving
in the still
glass.
Quiet air.
Silent light.
Clear earth.
Dark water.
Shore of stones.
Clear air.
Twilight.
Quiet earth.
Silent water.
This is the last place.
Aphrodite
Chamandra, when they strike fire in you,
you show
blue-white eyes of oblivion.
Alkanet, mouth of
the hidden stamens,
tight closed
corolla, now bleed root-red.
Tanacetum, deathless,
do they call you
ditch, roadside,
wasteland?
Sagina, between
the sacred feet,
leaf, where the
white pearls scatter.
Anagallis, you
are the well of tongues,
dark waters
swallow you.
Centaury,
Chiron’s find, gentian,
waists of the
mares.
Vervain, sacra
herba, divinatory one,
Tell me how they know you?
Night
It sings.
A voice, a voice,
a voice,
star, star-white.
Black, black
poplar,
mind-light,
it sings.
It shines,
a moon, moon,
moon-comb,
moth-bees.
Still, still,
pipe, leaf-edge,
it shines.
See.
Lost one.
How does she ride?
In silence and fear.
How is the Bride.
White is the
tear.
Say where you
die,
beguile the
light.
Moon on her
fingers
silent and
bright.
Time is the liar.
Mind is the
briar.
Pain is desire,
Mortal is fire.
Where is the
gold.
Flesh is the
white.
Where will it
fall?
In ashes and
light
from the C13 French
The Guardian of the Wood
(‘Je gart le bois’)
I guard the wood,
so no man steals
the leaves or
flowers,
or pleasure feels
who’s free of
love’s powers.
I love so
faithfully
no pain touches
me,
hot or freezing
hours.
And I guard the
grove,
the flower of the
wood,
so that no man
steals
the crown, except
for love.
‘En mais quant naist la
roseé’
In May when days are dewy,
and frosty nights
are past,
he’s fine, who
has his sweetheart,
since then he’s
doubly happy.
What art brought
heart to this pass?
How can it help
but beat fast?
Now I’m doubly
happy,
since she, who my
heart has,
whom I’ve
deserved so truly,
she gives her
whole love to me –
my body and my
heart has.
‘Tout li cuers me rit de
joi’
All my heart is full of joy
to see your
beauty here:
but to have to go
from here,
leave you,
pleasant, sweet and true,
take the road
away from you,
makes pain, from
joy, appear.
There’s no other
way I fear,
except to go. I
pray you,
By God, don’t
forget me,
if I can seldom
see you.
Ah, my sweet
friend it has to be,
it hurts me so to
leave you.
‘Only the cold wind on the river, or the full moon
over the
mountains, caught by the ear, becomes sound,
caught by the eye becomes colour. No one forbids me to make it mine. No limit
is set to the use of it. It is the endless richness of the Vortex of things,
and you and I can share our delight in it.’
Su Shih (Su
Tung-p’o) 1037-1101 AD, Sung Dynasty.
From ‘The Red
Cliff I’
1.
When you think it is silent
it is silent.
It comes from
nowhere.
It goes nowhere.
Silent.
Whichever way –
it goes.
Silently.
Don’t move.
Don’t grasp.
What’s known
that’s worth
knowing?
Stillness –
is not ignorance.
2.
Will there be
quick hills
and these
mountain streams?
Will there be
places,
untouched, maybe,
needing nothing?
In a thousand
years,
pine, stone,
water?
If there’s no way
through,
no way back,
be free.
3.
Point, describe.
Don’t analyse.
Don’t name.
Childlike words
take a lifetime.
Folded stone,
split trees, poke
the moon.
Mind’s rubble.
Blown, burst,
empty.
Jupiter, Mars.
Turn. Flow.
4
Fragile, to
eternal,
it collapses,
to bedrock.
Leaf, to air.
Stream to star.
No names.
How come
mind, can’t see
the dragon?
This mountain
warps, slides.
This water
carves,
to get back
to the uncarved.
5
One day the
people go,
wake up.
Run this yourself
if it’s worth
something.
Pine, sifted
needles, gold
dust. Light
on top of cliffs.
It gleams.
One day, learn,
unlearn.
Delight’s not for
use.
Desire goes
nowhere.
6.
Hawthorn. Dry
birch tangle.
Bitten grass by
the river’s edge.
Go far
and sit still.
Watching
is ceasing.
Swirl, as it
changes.
Blue, white
flowers, wild
between.
See light,
it’s strange.
Don’t think
we can’t make
a world
like this.
7
Look-out. From
you, are
women, men,
cities, grass,
cliffs, trees.
Far light.
No edge.
Feel the bark,
leaf,
cones, berries.
Wash your hair
in fir winds.
Say
what you
don’t see.
8
White moon’s
neglect,
Crystal blind’s
stars.
Took rocks from
the lake,
sank jars under
seas.
Better though
to find winds,
follow streams,
below leaves.
Veins run these
hills.
White silk space.
This house
is empty.
9.
It never passes
the trees.
It wavers.
The shadow is
never
its shadow,
when you look,
but it was there.
Now hollow, hump,
pine.
If it comes
through
it’s water, air,
fire,
light, lightning
or
thread of leaf,
one right word,
soft dust,
a stone.
A trick of light,
you see.
10
This tree,
three thousand
years.
These stars.
These moons.
Dark crag
many summers,
holding many
snows.
Rain in wind.
Black granite.
Heart of the
wood.
Cold.
11
Blue smoke
where trees go
higher.
Here’s the blue
flower
in crushed
stones.
Sane here.
No Thing will
fret the mind.
Trees float,
on mist,
No Thing is.
12
Greed, hate,
dross,
dumb Science,
bought minds,
names, names –
useless knowing,
bought bodies
mindless show,
ends here.
Wind, cloud
is the Void.
Nothing to
despise, decide,
achieve, desire.
Clear view.
The lake
is meditation.
13
Mountains,
rivers, cities,
transparent,
fragile,
tremble, vanish
in rocks,
winter snow,
night rain.
The lichened
bark,
etched pattern,
random light -
Now - chimes.
Leaf-flow.
Dark cliffs,
old gorge.
Cool, the Void.
14
This power
takes no
possession.
Mountains are.
This force
makes no demand.
Rivers run.
This wind
has no authority.
Clouds flow.
It is.
All night.
It is.
15
Woodpiled
tree-bark,
old roots, rotten
trunks,
twisted, scaled
lichen,
grey, green
dragons.
Blossom comes
right out of
boughs,
white flowers
over grass.
Bowing, bending
in the wind
rustling,
shining, quickening,
whir of soft
snow-fall,
silver light,
slow breeze.
Empty. Cold here.
Go where
mind pleases.
16
Things that
increase
by being given,
grow, by sharing,
deepen by use,
cannot be traded.
Facing the
mountain,
feeling the
silence,
indifferent
beauty,
thoughtless,
mindless,
emptier, deeper.
Not negative,
not uncaring,
neutral, vacant.
Hills that make
something
stumble inside,
slip in the wind,
eyes closed, lips
closed.
17
What now? Do you
see it?
Pale wind in grey
valley.
Climb down
two thousand
feet.
Pick up
an old track.
Everything here
is
complex.
Nothing here is
simple.
Doesn’t need
names.
Works at nothing.
Effortless
action.
Instant movement.
Can we see it?
What now?
18.
Don’t believe
in all those
things.
Gods, walls,
people,
superstitions,
rules, dead
imagination.
Better the Void.
See the one Moon,
over the river’s
Vortex,
rise in the dark
sky.
Mirror of mind.
Glass without
dust.
Clear your heart.
Bathe your eyes.
Don’t believe.
19
No Mind.
Rocks and trees.
Tracks in deep
cloud.
Watching mist
pass.
Green moss, thick
climbs branches
then clothes,
from blurred
leaves,
wet grass.
Silence. No Mind.
Beat the dust.
Pile rocks.
Don’t grasp.
20
The dragon
of a thousand
years -
cloud and light
on the mountain.
Fir by fir,
stone by stone,
climb to silence,
find the
rock-trail.
Nothing moves.
Everything stirs.
Nothing turns.
These things go.
In the light
it fades and
dies.
In the night
it rises, it
remains.
21
From the high
cliff,
moon on the lake.
From the grey
rock
wind on the
trees.
This mountain
carries the moon
on its back.
These firs
hold the sun
in their arms.
Lost in oak and
cedar,
the green
root of a
thought.
22
Mind goes, with
the stir.
Wind shifts,
in the darkness.
What we destroy,
destroys us.
Delight
is mist in the
trees.
How to use empty
space,
and not play
with things.
23
Blunt rock.
Dull light.
Dim thought.
Clear feeling.
Fir trees
pierce the winds,
where
dragons writhe.
What we call nature
slips away,
eroded, corroded,
abused, used.
Think.
No Mind.
24
Whatever we kill
kills us.
Creatures, all
broken deer.
No need
to kill to eat.
Why
eat to kill?
Burn dead
branches,
drink stream
water,
under a rock face
by oak, birch,
yew.
Earth moves.
Water moves.
Stars are our
wind and fire.
25
Bark smell.
Green firs
ranked along
valleys,
but larch is
yellow, golden.
Conifers with
steel hearts.
Logs and a
shelter
in fine mist.
Cold foam
in creviced rock.
The valley’s root
is mind’s spirit.
This pass
is heart’s gate.
Stop, and be
free.
26
The black cliff.
Red lacquer,
shadow gold,
pine sun.
Midnight winds
bring rain
out of sparse
cloud.
Polish this
mirror.
It is hard - not
to be foolish.
It is easy - to
think too much.
Give. Be still.
27
The subtle mind
is not primitive,
is not native,
but clear.
Everything human
is not useful.
Dark hills,
empty streams,
grey rock,
at nightfall.
Don’t go finding
the master
here, there
in the deep
cloud.
Ignore what’s
past.
Be still.
28
The wind past the
summit,
silent, Void.
There’s nothing
Humankind can’t
uproot.
But a hand
on this mountain
feels the stone.
Hawk goes down
miles of fir
in the vortex.
Horned lichen
on the tree-stump
grey,
blue-silver,
shines.
29
Feet in the
water.
Cloud, cloud,
cloud.
Grey, drowned
cold stone.
Heavy pine root.
Light pine juice.
Silence has no
name.
Long grass.
Alders.
From Void, Mind.
From Mind, words.
From words,
vision.
From vision,
Void.
In one place,
see it all.
30
Open light.
Flat sky.
Gold papered
half-moon.
This white light
sets. In the
mind.
Tree cries
in the ravine.
Hills and seas
always move.
Oak leaves stir
the wind.
31
Peace is for
children. In
them,
nature is
not yet mind’s
violence.
Find child words.
Dig a hand
into wood floor.
Watch the birds.
Make the heart
deep.
32.
Shapeless the
tree
beauty.
Dim the stone
beauty.
Empty the sky
beauty.
Shadowed the
water
beauty.
Wavering the
flame
beauty.
Dark the earth
beauty.
Deep the valley
beauty.
33
Don’t move
Don’t name.
Wordless
non-action.
Heaven’s Ocean’s
billion stars
thread
the earth shine.
New-born
with no cravings,
take refuge
in the small.
34
So simple it
can’t be seen.
So shallow it
can’t be crossed.
So still it can’t
be moved.
So small it can’t
be held.
On a hundred foot
cliff
the high aspen.
Wreathed in
leaves
the silent face.
35
When you think
it’s simple
it’s too complex.
Fame is the ghost
the famous dream
of.
Here’s grey light
tall cedars,
clear air,
mountain streams.
Old man
in the Vortex
sees through
your
transparency.
36
The truth is what
words confuse,
can’t be told
is either
there or you
don’t see.
Teachers don’t
mean
to be tricksters,
deceivers,
liars.
Whatever
they say,
that’s
not it.
37
You don’t need
to do things
to be there,
to see it.
Moon in the
water,
on distant lake
shore,
seen from a mile
high,
drowns looking.
Crystal, blue,
clear
wind turning.
In the deep
stream,
grey, red rock.
Pine-frost,
fir-bark,
stone over white
sand.
Heron shifting,
feather-coat
dancing,
blown in the
wind.
Open, Open,
the ones that are
open.
Thread drawn
spider-thin, fine
and, at the end,
nerve-light,
heart’s-flowers
glow
at the stillness,
we are.
Grass, grass
lifting and
moving
on wind’s lips,
darknesses,
whitened,
turned, massed,
and, at the tips
waves, air
volumes,
blown,
in the silence we
are.
Planet, planet,
white rose of
light,
corolla, fire,
bright in the
black,
pale eye rotating
on night,
and, at the cusp,
something, beauty
attends,
home,
of the emptiness,
absence, we are.
Calm, calm,
lake of the heart
and the star,
peace
where the lost
too have peace,
in the ash
that falls from
the graves
soft, grey
cloak
of the grasping,
craving, we are.
They will be,
dwell in a place,
child,
candle-lit hail,
through darkening
air,
and in the
flames,
spirals, tremors
of light,
dark, blossom,
red, blind
pain
of the nothing,
nothing, we are.
Open, open,
they find you,
then you will
open,
life drawn,
tenuous, rare,
and in the hour
death-light,
mind-whorl,
sigh
of the darkness,
darkness, you
are.
What we see, what we are
and not what we
do.
Under the surface
of grass
rivers once, used
veins of earth,
twisted like
cloud trails,
star canals,
out there, the
far lights.
Forests gone,
land gone
under highways.
But this house
has no floor
and floats on the
Vortex.
Too late for
the naked and
barefoot
unless we can see
behind ice, the
stars.
It empties, it
frees us, we free
from the bones of
the place,
from the ash,
from the fire,
free, at the
gate,
on new grass
under the white
leaves, the blossom,
deep green
dry needles of
fir,
on bark, on rails
that we don’t
see, can’t see.
Night roads,
light and cloud,
frost and wind.
Old words,
float through the
trees,
in the mind,
and those who can
point,
keep on pointing.
Silence before
dawn.
Thing seen,
things done, never twice,
show the way. Snow
light.
Europe cold, but
winter
cherry over T’ang
hills
in the chill
wind, sheds air.
Dry fir, plum
branch,
bent bamboo,
all shapes of
light,
stand still,
shiver,
shimmer, glisten.
Never look for your heart in the gate of the
stranger.
Beauty is memory’s
wound, is the eye of the guardian,
raised wings in
the dark, of gold and of silver.
Never look for
your mind in the hands of the lost ones.
Soft ash, see,
gleams of white, sharper than needles,
wax from the
candles of fire, from the dumb drowning.
Never look for
your soul in the house of the stranger.
A dry, pale winged transient, over water
a day, then a
day, this fifty million
times goes back
to the start, more than we are,
though not even
the first age.
Tiny, winged,
pallid darts over
wrinkled grey
water. See, in the small,
the minute, the
idea, that uniqueness conceals,
the inferred, the
wrong
generalisation.
Time to begin
again. New,
yellow flowers like stars,
tiny in oceans of
grass, tormentil’s yellow.
You can’t play
games with the Void,
only bow with the
mind.
The wing lifts,
the flower
creeps, waits,
shines.
This is the angle of fire,
son and son.
Oblique, you must
look obliquely.
This is the
water’s crook, bend of earth,
air’s corner,
tilt
of the bamboo,
the reed.
This is the house
of light
where the animals
cry.
Earth floating
for nothing,
for no-one, this
sea
can it feel the
load
of the moonlight?
You
must look
slantwise, between
the shelves, the
lines of the earth,
to see the house
no-one built,
the transient
place.
A shelter, a
house for the ear,
a sensitive
movement of light. You
must look at the
angle
of every
unnoticed corner,
edge, hedge,
gate, leaf, book, hill,
where ear still
echoes.
My son and son,
you
must look into
the layers of the
earth
at the only
forgotten,
whose words are
curious lisping,
whose
inarticulate cries
hurt the wind, in
the wires.
This is the
knowledge.
This is the angle
of fire.
Solid, the melt-word, the micro-
atomic, the glue
of the dark
behind light, so
solid.
Solid, the body
of tongue and
visceral silence,
heart walls
on lung walls,
where mind feels
something, as
solid.
Solid table,
chair, place of the flower,
where being
brightly
unfurls, and is
solid.
But light, as
air, as water, as deep
field of space,
time,
is mind, so
fragile,
river running
life-process, light,
so light.
Stone memories, loosening
the hair.
(in the cavern
that she ascends)
the golden
life-body
of emptiness,
touching what’s
lost.
Clouds, rain
bitter
(of hands without
thorns)
the night-rain
of white
chillness
soaking the skin.
Out of the forked
tree blown
hair that’s like
mist
(of the pain she
retrieves)
the pale
life-body
of void, gorse,
whitethorn, ice,
snow.
Don’t be confused, love is all. Not,
if
we were stones though or trees,
insects or
reptiles, but we,
what we are,
means empathy is.
Don’t be
deceived. Without word,
with senses,
beauty, mind is,
truth, delight,
that is
where we are,
sign is.
Don’t be subdued.
Create
again and again,
act, sound, tongue,
hand, do and
give,
as we can,
flowers.
Don’t despair.
Say the heart.
Love, show,
create. Given’s
not less. Shared
is not less. Fight
for what you
believe in. Endure.
In a dark moment, under the ice, sealed
dome of stone,
planet
on clear plate of
light, opens
its eye.
Its fire,
coldness
touches your
breast-bud
sheds starry
seed,
damps with its
streamers
the flower of
lips,
sepals, corollas.
Her cry is the
scorpion’s sky.
At the ford, on
the left, the death-figure
raises ice arms
laps at semen,
culls the mandala,
fused gold, fused
silver, fused sun and moon.
In a dark moment,
lifts
the lid of the
earth,
shoulders dead
soil, bruises
feet, bruises hands
on the
interminable real.
Over the angels, earth’s silence turns.
Bruising the
wings of the angels, galaxy burns.
Be silent, don’t
fly, to find the core of the angel.
Outside the
angel, neutrality sings.
Stunning the
angel, universe rings.
Imperfect - the cry out of the soul of the angel.
Without the angels,
compassion’s alive.
Harmony is a
non-angelic drive.
Wind’s note.
Cloud’s eye
Lanes, lights, dark stir. Wind
in the fir,
behind, blows on down there,
to the rim of the
well, where multiplication is,
in concrete’s
shudders, the hum.
Nature is margin.
Time
is the process
whose, interchangeable,
players retreat,
and are changed.
Flow replicates.
Create, break, love, live,
beggar, ruin,
believe, this unreality greed
makes real, this
is the place
of planet, of
species, where clothed
or unclothed,
betraying each other, deceive,
beyond truth,
beauty or love, the engine noise
of a world
grinding uphill
to the silence,
where shoddy is king.
End of beyond,
poverty turned to your face,
paid lips, token
trees, fall of light
over the refuse of
night, generations,
spent sperm of
millions, unminded
hoardings of
messages, rails, eyeless towers.
Evil’s here -
helpless good. This is mind’s
mad creation, the
sad creature’s contrivance.
Dark, lanes,
lights stir. Obscure skies,
hidden stars.
Winds off the hill blow down